otp more like oh the pain
so a few of u wanted day care family au but
i rly cant see levi being up for it
Attack on Titan
start date: March 31, 2013 10:17 p.m.
end date: April, 4, 2014 2:18 a.m.
I started and finished Attack on TItan all by myself. I tried to watch it a long time ago but the first episode stressed me out really bad so i never continued.
Recently, my girlfriend asked me something akin to, “if i would be apart of any fandom what would you want m to be in?”. After answering , i asked her. She said Attack on Titan and my heart sank because i wasnt confident in my abilities to watch it without needing some serious help.
But Spring break came along and after starting Space Dandy i got to thinking about Attack on Titan.
It would be a great way to bond with my girlfriend if i started watching it.
And I mean, i draw a bit, i do a bit of acting…wouldnt it benefit my experience as well if i watch and learn to empathize with something so extreme?
And it was a rough ride, trying to finish 4 animes in a week is difficult as is, (2 more to go now WHOO) but i think it was a good test of courage. And i know people might read this and think “oh whats so hard about watching a damn show” and….I dont know.
My only guess is that as a naturally caring and worrying person, i am extremely vulnerable to showcases of emotional and physical pain. And several times during the show i found myself physically and mentally exhausted. I wanted to stop watching it several times and just forget about the experience. My list of irrational fears is long enough without adding 3-15 meters to it.
(Dont get me wrong its an amazing show with amazing characters, effects and a fastpaced, but still stressful, plot.)
But even though it was something small, i consider this something courageous ive done to better myself and my relationship.
Will i regret it every now and then, yes. Im feeling a tinge of regret at the moment actually. Again, our lives are/seem hard enough without worrying about characters in a fictional work.
But ive already watched it, ive already pushed through.
I think ive expanded my experience with the show and rocked my world view a tiny bit. But yeah, thats how i felt. I think once i dive into the goofy fandom i’ll feel a bit better.
Favorite Characters: Levi, Armin, Jean, Marco
Others that came close for me: Petra, Hanji, and Erwin
I HAVE HEARD THAT THIS ‘SMILE’ EPISODE DOES INDEED
MAKE SMILES HAPPEN
I DONT KNOW IF IM READY
[EDIT] AH SHIT ITS ONLY JUST BEGUN AND IT JUST GOES STRAIGHT TO THE OPENING SONG
[EDIT] OKAY SO SHE SMILED AND I WAS LIKE NOT SMILIN
BUT THEN THE PEOPLE CAME OUT AND WERE TACKLIN
AND THEN I WAS SMILIN LIKE YEEEE
BUT THEN HER RING WENT SHWING AND I AM NO LONGER
I like Eren/Armin and JeanMarco the most I think, and I’m torn between Hanji/Levi and Erwin/Levi but can’t chose :< I also ship Ymir/Christa but I’m sad that I don’t see much of them.
I don’t think I have any huge NOTPs besides anything weird involving Pixis. And, ahhh.. Sometimes I enjoy the BrOTP of Eren and Armin too. Uhhhhh Also Bertholt(?) and Reiner.
Thanks for the ask!
I just reblogged this and pretended i knew what was going on
Hannibal AU:↳Will and Abigail move far, far away where they live happily ever after doing mundane things like clothes shopping and eating breakfast and never unknowingly eat people again.
ya but have u ever seen brown eyes when they’re in the sun??? they literally turn gold like screw those lame ass blue and green motherfuckers gettin all the love
excuse you, my eyes are blue and in the sun they get a steely gray glint just around the pupil and they look pretty damn awesome.